I hate myself.....

I didn't like friends cause they betray..

but then i met a beautiful girl..

thought she would be my best friend..

thought she would understand me..

y i don't have friends..

but then what happened cant be said..

cause i would never make friends again...

i don't care about the world anymore...

i don't care about anyone else..

i was born alone ..i will die alone...i guess that's my fate till my end....

Never wanted her to be like me..

for she thot that always..

we were not alike so wanted

to spend time alone..

to know her..to think alike always..

cudn't tell her wat my heart desired

cause i know she wanted the same

Now i hate myself..

more and more i think of it....

cause i have lost her..lost her till always..