Misanthrope to Nihilistic

My heart has given up now, It was always so weak, I always knew this,but its good that it is confirmed now!!! Pain is there now always and i ain't lying , :P if u know what i mean...lol I have Proof :)

Why do we fall..... We fall, so that we can learn to pick ourselves up!!!!

Considering the fact that i was crtical in whatever u did, Considering the fact that i had been so indecisive about my career... U were rite in leaving me alone... U did nothing wrong... Offcourse i cried seeing you leave, but then it is what makes us stronger M happy that i have finally understood that, but there is still one thing that i still haven't and that thing is LOVE.. What is love? Is love this lonelinesss... I know i gave you this impression that i dont love you, but after so much time, u still felt had that doubt.... u cudnt feel my heart u cudnt feel my soul... You took a promise from me.. that i would never leave you..but then y did u... Y did u not have faith in me..... What is all that i am talking about... what crap have i written ... hearts dont talk, they dont communicate... Had she felt ur love, she wudnt have left... U were angry her for leaving you for a month.... U were angry probably for too long Cause she left for the life.... ...