Misanthrope to Nihilistic

We all bind ourselves to certain values, according to which we all change... Were you like what u were 10 yrs ago No!!! we constantly evolve according to what we c, hear or feel is right. Some of these things are right and many of these are wrong So be open to discussion and constant evolution Cause that is the solution to our constantly evolving problems, or may be the solution to Monotonous Life!!!

My heart has given up now, It was always so weak, I always knew this,but its good that it is confirmed now!!! Pain is there now always and i ain't lying , :P if u know what i mean...lol I have Proof :)

Why do we fall..... We fall, so that we can learn to pick ourselves up!!!!

Considering the fact that i was crtical in whatever u did, Considering the fact that i had been so indecisive about my career... U were rite in leaving me alone... U did nothing wrong... Offcourse i cried seeing you leave, but then it is what makes us stronger M happy that i have finally understood that, but there is still one thing that i still haven't and that thing is LOVE.. What is love? Is love this lonelinesss... I know i gave you this impression that i dont love you, but after so much time, u still felt had that doubt.... u cudnt feel my heart u cudnt feel my soul... You took a promise from me.. that i would never leave you..but then y did u... Y did u not have faith in me..... What is all that i am talking about... what crap have i written ... hearts dont talk, they dont communicate... Had she felt ur love, she wudnt have left... U were angry her for leaving you for a month.... U were angry probably for too long Cause she left for the life.... ...

Dont loose urself, Never loose urself... No matter how hard it is... Try and hold on..because after ur troubles are over U would be new, filled with energy..... U will born again!!!!

I wish u cud understand me, I wish, if only u had faith....

Move on, is what u say!! So u shall do that the same... forget u, is what u say!! So u shall do that the same... But remember Love is not a deal, that we did make.. Cause, it is all what u say, and i will never!!! I just promised to Love you, Forever and Forever!!

Love is not practical,,, It never was, It never will be, So don't decide whom u have to love, and whom u don't... U don't decide what ur heart has to say and feel. Well the day u have to do that, that is the day when LOVE dies... Though u may want to be practical in life, and u should because it is what makes us happy!! Yes, the practicality of our nature makes us happy!!! LOve brings pain, but then nothing is more sweeter than the pain of love... Isn't it!!!

U were afraid, and so was I, because we were in love.. Love is everything... I now understand it..It is what make us human..Doesn't It!!!!!

u didnt leave without purpose, u did wat u hd to... u did wat u thot was rite... I support u in every way... Dont worry..just be happpy

It's not possible to live without you..:)

One must never be afraid of making mistakes..after all how else will one learn and give one's best...

Oh..I miss you so much!!!

M sorry for i hurt you so much, the one i love more than my life.. i don't deserve to love anyone anymore....

Jaya still loves me,,,,, maybe all this happened because i hurt her,,,,, because i never loved her... god has his own ways.....

what am i doing, y do i c u in insha, She is great, the best girl i have met till now... and i think she has started to like me.. but then y doesn't it feel good... It feels strange, i can't forget u...y do i love u

Y do i still try and find u in someone or the other, i saw u outside fc today, then in odc, u r everywhere... everywhere i c....

U came in my life and left, probably god wanted to tell me that nothing is life is free... everything has its purpose, certain limitations, nothing lasts forever...but then y do it still hurts.y..

Though love is beautiful, but y does it pains ... beauty has a price i know, but i have nothing to give anymore!!!

U have given me so much pain, that i had never ever thought about, I don't know how i am still alive... But ,God Please don't give her pain... Give me all her pain, i will survive like i have survived till now!!!

That Love is all about being Together.. I am beginning to doubt That.. I am Always Alone...

It's not about Don't say anything about my LOVE It's about say anything It's about go on Say Anything It doesn't matter...

U have seen me bad, U have seen me good, U have seen me alive, U have seen me dead, U have seen me happy :) U have seen me sad..:( Y did u go away..was I so bad to stay with...

It wasn't easy,being depressed and study.. but i never gave up.... now i don't know whether to be happy or sad... i will try again...this time i will do it

I wanted to say this to you, but i know i won't..An advice.. Whatever happened to me, happened!!! But remember this... Have faith in the one you love!!! Humans do make mistakes... They need to be forgiven... Don't leave him alone...don't leave him alone...and do love again!!! It is the most beautiful thing in the world.. NO matter how much pain it gives!!!!

it was so nice to c u strong.. its like god has actually listened to me and made me weak and made u strong,,, for i had rarely felt so helpless... i disliked weak people, and i remember me telling you that, but now i feel weak, and i still dislike weak people...

Y do i have to pretend that i dont love her, I will not pretend, Y do i have to pretend like i dont care, I will not pretend, Do i still love her, Yes i Do, Yes i Do,....

Had thought about not writing anything before my exam, but i had to ... M feeling all strange, and sad.. Don't know what has happened... No, i think i know... It's the feeling of.. Being so close and yet so far.. Its the feeling of hate and repulsion i still hear in her voice, Its the feeling of being all lonely again... Every second away from her, is hard to pass, Every second seems like ages.. But then there are many more ages to go, For does she still feel the same, is what i don't know, is what i don't think so............ Few days backs she called, it was one of the best days of my life.. but like all good things are short lived it was too.... Strange thought encircle my mind, Strange fears i have now, No matter how strong i try to be, no matter how much i try to concentrate, i am not able to... Its this feeeling i am not able to do away with.. Can u Help..But how can you, U dont even know..

The Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

I still love you more than ever, I still care for you mre than ever, I still can die for you more than ever!!!

To the best girl i know Life's short,have fun, care for you and your closed ones, fly high, fly high till you touch the sky.. Like you theres no One, Have fun, have loads of fun!!!

Pani da rang vekh ke Akhiyaan cho hanju rul de Akhaan da noor vekh ke Akhiyaan cho hanju rul de Kothe utte beh ke akhiyaan milaunde Na jaana ve tu kabhi chhod Tere utte marda, pyaar tenu karda Milega tujhe na koi aur Tu bhi aa sabko chod ke Tu bhi aa sabko chod ke Meri akhiyaan cho anju rul de Akhiyaan cho hanju rul de

I still Love u Akriti, Still love u more than my Life,, I cant live without u .. and i know this,,. not talking pains so much, but i can't even talk to you.. i dont know what to do, i know i cant hurt you more, so i will be quite, wont call you, wont message you... I live to die every second, for to forget you any second, is impossible in this lifetime...

I will c u again, but not yet not yet!!!!

It's a dream, A frightful dream life is!!!!

Maut bhi aa gayi to koi gham nahi, tumahare saath bitaya samha kam nahi!!! Je loonga yeh zindagi tumhare bina... Agar maut bhi aa gayi ab to gham nahi.... Woh pal,woh samah tha suhana, tum paas na aye doobara toh bhi gham nahi... ek phool ki tarah ho tum, hum mitti mein bhi mil jaye agar to gham nahi... janatte ruh ki trah ho tum, hum jahanum mein bhi gaye toh gham nahi...

if not in this life... U will be mine in next life, then u will be only mine forever!!!! I will wait for an eternity..

kaaga re kaaga re mori itni araj tujhse chun chun khaiyo maans khaiyo na tu naina more, khaiyo na tu naina mohe piya ke milan ki aas..

I can never be the same again....

ITs very difficult to live without you.

Dil hote jo mere sene main Do, Doosraa dil bhi main tumhe deta todne ko!!! Dil hote jo mere sene main Sau, Sab de deta main tumhe todne ko!!!

I am not sad that you came in my Life, Cause u changed it, U changed me, I thank you for it, Cause any impression of you on me, Makes me feel alive.. I am just sad that my life is so worthless, That it means nothing to the one I love

U told me that u have lost pune, U have lost friends, What have I lost? I lost you.. The single most precious thing of my life, I lost my heart, body and soul, can u… Can u get those things back… U told me to move on,, U don’t love me, To Forget you, And you are sorry…. I will accept your sorry, If u will answer my question, How can you forget something, which you Don’t even need to remember I don’t need air to breathe to remember u, I need no sun to shine, Or night to fall, I don’t even need a heart to beat to remember you….

 still can’t believe u asked me those questions Can’t believe me u told me that I suffocated u, Can’t believe u told that I didn’t give u space, Can’t believe u told me that I didn’t want you to have friends, Can’t believe that u didn’t go out on weekends because of me… I can’t even believe u said all those things Ur questions made me look deep inside and realize It’s not that I can’t answer ur questions I shall not answer the questions Cause i know it will hurt u more after knowing the answers But then if u know me u very well know the answers..Don’t u. And u wudn’t even had to ask the questions. And since u have anyways asked the questions Will my answering even help, Will me telling you that I don’t feel that way, And I had not even thought of doing it, And I cannot even think of doing it, Change anything I lost I lost the day, u felt it….

Aakhon mein hai ansoon mere Kuch hai kamin aaj Dil hai ro raha mera Tere jane ke baad…..

M not well God!!I just hope she is ok.. Keep her well God..Keep her well..

I can't be happy without you!!

U know y , I dont like going out anymore, because i feel bad that i am enjoying without you, i don't want to njoy alone anymore, never without you.. I can't win, I can't reign I will never win this game Without you, without you I am lost, I am vain, I will never be the same Without you, without you I won't run, I won't fly I will never make it by Without you, without you I can't rest, I can't fight All I need is you and I Without you

u once told me that u always thought i was different i m i still cant forget you... U said u don't love me anymore... then y do I still love you more than my Life.. Please help me God!!!Pleaseeeee

I don't want to think about you, Please......M tired.....

Nobody lied to you Nikhil, U made her leave you, cause u stopped loving her.. u didnt love her,accept it and you don't even love her I love her more than the Night loves day, that it always follows her, more than a painter loves his hands more than a singer loves his voice, more than a God loves his pupils, more than stars loves moon more than the air "I" need to breathe, but do i really love you....

I am a very very bad person You were right in everything you said, I never wanted you to meet your friends,, Yes i wanted to meet u day and night, never appreciated you, didnt even worked for our future, I never cared about you or your back pain, never took you out anywhere, i didnt make any friends, and i am not at all understanding, u r a better person than me, much much better, u deserve much better..somebody who loves you and cares !!! somebody who will be there with you thru thick and thins, as far as i am concerned i dont deserve anyone, i don't need anyone.....i can't be happy with anyone... i just want to be alone..because i can't love anyone anymore i may not be able to take it when someone leaves me again..cause u know i am a bad bad person.. Be HappY!!!!!

Happy Holi my LOVE May you have the best time of your life!!! Have Loads and Loads of FUN!

Y do i Still love you, Y can't i forget you :( Y does it still pains... Y didnt i let you know, what you mean to me When you were here!!! YYYYYYYY..........................

I very well know y u left U left because i had changed, i wasn't the one u fell in love with!!! U loved me so much, that u cudnt c me change, I changed and you left me... I wish u cud have stayed with me..Ur love wud have changed me for better... Love has so much power that it can do anything Now Ur leaving me has left me soul less.. I feel drained I feel exhausted Now i have just one thing to say I made mistakes, i am just a man!!! But i will return,, i will return to have you back I would me stronger than ever.. I will Love you so much that you will never leave me Would satisy your every need and would keep you HAPPY always:)

I feel so lonely even with so many people around me, No matter how hard i try ,but i miss you even more!!! Wanted to tell you this only, wanted to make you understand!! I always had, and i always will have loads of friends.... But you were more Special, So special that when i had you, i wanted no one!!!! I thot people come and go but you would always stay with me!!! I know now i was wrong!!! I did so wrong...i drove you away!! and with you my life....

Tu hai aasman mein Teri yeh zamin hai, Tu jo hai to sab kuch hai, na koi kamin hai!!!!! Tu hai chand mein, Tu pholon ki nami hai, Tu jo hai to sab kuch hai, Na koi kamin hai!!!! Tujhe pana ki chahat hai, bas teri hi kamin hain, To nahin to kuch bhi nahin, Na koi ashiqui hai Tu hi dil hai, tu hi jaan bhi hai!!!

My sister added my photo as her display pic on facebook I can't be that bad, As i think i am!!!! I will get you back Akriti Till there is a breath left in my body I will Love you... Even though you may never know:)

I hate you GOD!! Cause i can't even tell her how much i miss her I hate you..

GOD!!Till when do i hve to suffer..i can not take this any more... Y so much pain I love her!!

M sorry!! M Sorry!!! M so very SORRY!!!

My lips bleed when i smoke now,, But the pain is still much less, Than being away from you.. God!! Please take away some years of my life If i have to stay away from you@@ Cause, wat can i say, I know now what u mean to me ... :(

Being away from you is like having Aids, u know u are going to die, but still can't do anything about it, With each passing day it is becoming more and more difficult, to be with you... For i know i have lost you and you don't even want to be with me BUT what can i do, There's no Remedy for a Broken Heart, There's no Sunshine when you are gone, There's no Happiness when you are away, And there's no Heart with me to Give away.. I saw you today many times, You were wearing your brown suit, Then saw u again, wearing your favourite black suit, I wish it were you, But my wish wasn't going to be true, For i know i have lost you... and with you i have lost my EVERYthing.. HAPPY VALENTINES DAY.. Wish you all the Happiness in this WORLD...

I cant let you go AKRITI i love you too damn much!!!

Ruthoon ga nahi kabhi tumse, Kay tumhe mujhe kabhi manana padhe, Ladoon ga nahi kabhi tumse, Kay kabhi tumhe mujhse door jaana hi padhe, Ab ek hi khwahish hai khuda se, Kay tumhe kabhi roona na padhe!!!

Will be everything you want me to be, Come Back..:(((((((((

Please come back my LOVE, will never hurt u again, I was knive, I was ignorant, I didn't know what u mean to me, I didn't know what love is, I made mistakes, But i am just a man, I am trying my Best, To be with you,To make everthing rite, Believe me!!! M Sorry!!!Please come Back!!!

/\She didn't even reply, I was waiting for her message since last nite, everytime the phone rang, i thot i wud be her, but no... she is gone now.. she hates me, i hate myself and i hate God..

She is prettier than morning dew, as you see it on a blooming flower, More fragrant than a new born baby, just born out from a mother's womb, has Touch more Softer than the air we breathe in, you won't believe it's real, hair so beautiful that even silken threads will shy, She is so Perfect,that even God looks down upon her.. She is no Ordinary girl!!! She is an Angel on this Earth....

She is prettier than morning dew, as you see it on a blooming flower, More fragrant than a new born baby, just born out from a mother's womb, has Touch more Softer than the air we breathe in, you won't believe it's real, hair so beautiful that even silken threads will shy, She is so Perfect,that even God looks down upon her.. She is no Ordinary girl!!! She is an Angel on this Earth....

God!! if u can't give me another chance, I am not worthy of this life anymore, The Pain is too much, More painful than a cancer, More painful than a broken arm, More painful than a burning face, Take it!!! May be in next life, I will have her... Then i will never let her Go!!!!

Yeah there's a hole in my soul But one thing I've learned For every love letter written There's another one burned So you tell me how it's gonna be this time Is it over? Is it over? Cause I'm blowin' out the flame Take a walk outside your mind Tell me how it feels to be The one who turns The knife inside of me Take a look and you will find There's nothing there, girl Yeah I swear, I'm telling you, girl yeah 'cause There's a Hole In My Soul That's been killing me forever It's a place where a garden never grows There's a Hole In My Soul Yeah, I should have known better Cause your love's like a thorn without a rose Yeah, yeah I'm as dry as a seven year drought I got dust for tears Yeah I'm all tapped out Sometimes I feel broken and can't get fixed I know there's been all kinds of shoes Underneath your bed Now I sleep with my boots on But you're still in my head And something tells me this time I'm down to my l...

I'm alone, yeah, I don't know if I can face the night I'm in tears and the cryin' that I do is for you I want your love Let's break the walls between us Don't make it tough I'll put away my pride Enough's enough I've suffered and I've seen the light I'm alone, yeah, I don't know if I can face the night I'm in tears and the cryin' that I do is for you I want your love Let's break the walls between us Don't make it tough I'll put away my pride Enough's enough I've suffered and I've seen the light Come and save me tonight You're the reason I live You're the reason I die You're the reason I give when I break down and cry Don't need no reason why Baby, You're my angel

I could lie awake just to hear you breathing Watch you smile while you are sleeping Well you're far away dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender And just stay here lost in this moment forever Well, every moment spent with you Is a moment I treasure I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing Lying close to you Feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if it's me you're seeing Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together And I just wanna stay with you Just stay in this moment forever, forever and ever

My eyes remain moist now, cause i have hurt her so much.. GoD!!Take this life from me now, cause i don't need it anymore, give it to someone in need.. Keep her Happy Always...:)

I told her that i don't want to be sad anymore and i want to be happy but she doesn't realise how sad i am without her..can i be happy without her..it's just not possible...

addat hai tu meri, dil ki awazz hai tu meri, jeena ka pata nahi, tere saath marne ki , ek khawahish hai meri!!

I promise to keep u happy!! won't make those mistakes again..Never. Will Never let you cry.. Never A chance that's what i ask for.... A chance!!!!

What have I got to do to make you love me What have I got to do to make you care, What do I do when lightning strikes me And I wake to find that you're not there? What have I got to do to make you want me, What have I got to do to be heard, What do I say when it's all over? And sorry seems to be the hardest word.

Kabhi kabhi mere dil mein khayaal aata hai Ki jaise tujhko banaya gaya hai mere liye Tu abse pehle sitaaron mein bas rahi thi kahin Tujhe zameen pe bulaya gaya hai mere liye