Misanthrope to Nihilistic

want to forget it all, can i, is it even possible, i try drinking,but it doesn't work.. don't i drink enuf.?????lol

Don't know what i am paying for, what i am sad about, what did i get, and what did i not.. it's not just that .. u know what..i think i have lost..

Life never was.. It would never be, one thing that i cant understand, It's one thing which is very.... but its not what it really seems like... So amazing and so spectacular.. It always was.it always is. U know what i am talking about... Don't u..cause if u don't.. think again..cause it's all very very simple..yet so complicated..

Cant sleep i cant understand

Never Give up what you want in Life..OtherWise there would be no you left in U!!