Misanthrope to Nihilistic

ITs very difficult to live without you.

Dil hote jo mere sene main Do, Doosraa dil bhi main tumhe deta todne ko!!! Dil hote jo mere sene main Sau, Sab de deta main tumhe todne ko!!!

I am not sad that you came in my Life, Cause u changed it, U changed me, I thank you for it, Cause any impression of you on me, Makes me feel alive.. I am just sad that my life is so worthless, That it means nothing to the one I love

U told me that u have lost pune, U have lost friends, What have I lost? I lost you.. The single most precious thing of my life, I lost my heart, body and soul, can u… Can u get those things back… U told me to move on,, U don’t love me, To Forget you, And you are sorry…. I will accept your sorry, If u will answer my question, How can you forget something, which you Don’t even need to remember I don’t need air to breathe to remember u, I need no sun to shine, Or night to fall, I don’t even need a heart to beat to remember you….

 still can’t believe u asked me those questions Can’t believe me u told me that I suffocated u, Can’t believe u told that I didn’t give u space, Can’t believe u told me that I didn’t want you to have friends, Can’t believe that u didn’t go out on weekends because of me… I can’t even believe u said all those things Ur questions made me look deep inside and realize It’s not that I can’t answer ur questions I shall not answer the questions Cause i know it will hurt u more after knowing the answers But then if u know me u very well know the answers..Don’t u. And u wudn’t even had to ask the questions. And since u have anyways asked the questions Will my answering even help, Will me telling you that I don’t feel that way, And I had not even thought of doing it, And I cannot even think of doing it, Change anything I lost I lost the day, u felt it….

Aakhon mein hai ansoon mere Kuch hai kamin aaj Dil hai ro raha mera Tere jane ke baad…..

M not well God!!I just hope she is ok.. Keep her well God..Keep her well..

I can't be happy without you!!

U know y , I dont like going out anymore, because i feel bad that i am enjoying without you, i don't want to njoy alone anymore, never without you.. I can't win, I can't reign I will never win this game Without you, without you I am lost, I am vain, I will never be the same Without you, without you I won't run, I won't fly I will never make it by Without you, without you I can't rest, I can't fight All I need is you and I Without you

u once told me that u always thought i was different i m i still cant forget you... U said u don't love me anymore... then y do I still love you more than my Life.. Please help me God!!!Pleaseeeee

I don't want to think about you, Please......M tired.....

Nobody lied to you Nikhil, U made her leave you, cause u stopped loving her.. u didnt love her,accept it and you don't even love her I love her more than the Night loves day, that it always follows her, more than a painter loves his hands more than a singer loves his voice, more than a God loves his pupils, more than stars loves moon more than the air "I" need to breathe, but do i really love you....

I am a very very bad person You were right in everything you said, I never wanted you to meet your friends,, Yes i wanted to meet u day and night, never appreciated you, didnt even worked for our future, I never cared about you or your back pain, never took you out anywhere, i didnt make any friends, and i am not at all understanding, u r a better person than me, much much better, u deserve much better..somebody who loves you and cares !!! somebody who will be there with you thru thick and thins, as far as i am concerned i dont deserve anyone, i don't need anyone.....i can't be happy with anyone... i just want to be alone..because i can't love anyone anymore i may not be able to take it when someone leaves me again..cause u know i am a bad bad person.. Be HappY!!!!!

Happy Holi my LOVE May you have the best time of your life!!! Have Loads and Loads of FUN!

Y do i Still love you, Y can't i forget you :( Y does it still pains... Y didnt i let you know, what you mean to me When you were here!!! YYYYYYYY..........................